I think so.
You find new appreciation for vulnerability For a classic narcissist, emotional vulnerability is akin to weakness, meaning that they suppress it in themselves and make their partners feel needy for not doing the same.
I spent 17 years with his condescending remarks daily, physical abuse and all different kind of mental and emotional.
He plays himself different in front of other people saying nice things about me as though he has admiration for me.
Description: I have just figured out what the relationship was. And no one who has not been with a Narc would understand.